I never considered that if I cared about someone, lost someone, and then missed someone, they too might feel the same. Wrong again. Things are strange but things are okay, and I can honestly say I do not want to lose this person again. And that, for now, is all I will say.

No matter how things turn out, the past week or so has revealed the absolute best in my friends. There wasn't one person I went to for support, to whom I had to confess all of my secrets and very worst flaws, who wasn't one-hundred percent there for me. It blew me away, and still does. You all know who you are, and I am so, so grateful.